I am here again,I was just chatting with my family...to Arvin and my Mom,and before that It was Arash...It is so starnge ...I have a combination of feelings all together.I am hard of breathing... Who believes that?Here in such clean air!!!! Oh God I miss my mom and Dad ...I miss my brothers ,I miss my frieneds...I wish I was there with themand at the same time I am happy that I am here !!! Today was kind of a tough day for me.I had lots of things to think about....
This morning we went to Stanford!!! I wish I could study there....!! Big deal huh??? I know but at least we can have geart expectations,can't we?!!it is such a big complex.more like a city and it is sooo beautiful.The view is sooo nice with lots of woods and greens...and it has such a lovely and expensive shopping center.It is more like a museum!! you can enjoy watching things rather than buying them!! Ans so beautiful flowers,I did not have the cam with me unfortumately.I will take it with me the nest time...
By the way friends pray for me,I really need it,there are times that it is ,not easy to understand , difficult to figure out and impossible to decide....
and I need you all there with me ,by my side,actually you are... I really miss my mom and dad ,and their wisdom and friendship...
It is good to have especially Fariba and Hadi here.I don't know if I could ever handle it without them.Here or there,I cherish your presence....