I had a tough week. I had so many bitter observations here and I had so many worrying visions of my folks out there in Iran.(I wonder who is really out ?Me or them?!!)

And that was it. My supposedly fun trip to Las Vegas!!! turned out to be a complete disaster. If it wasn't for this unusual habit of mine to find the best possible out of everything, it would have been even worse. I sometimes wonder where from comes this sudden strength to handle unexpected situations. Anyway I'd better not get into details; but some certain points will remain with me for the time.
Some times a close shot shows you things that you can never see in a long or wide shot!!
It is not always good to listen to your heart. When you cannot hear your heart, you'd better listen to your mind at least!!!

Last Sunday was may 11 ,Mother's day in the US.To me anyday can be a mother's or father's day but I couldn't stand this unbearable void with out my parents around me.Seeing others not appreciating or feeling the precious presence of their parents bothered me even more.

Oh Boy! I'd better drop this for now or it will get to the points I don't want.So let's forget about my observations for now....

And about the visions??Don't ask!! I has some very bad ones about Ramtin, seeing him so gloomy and I found out his grand mother deceased unfortuntaely.I had no news from Arash for such a long time , I was getting anxious when eventually he said that he has been in so much trouble recently.Neda had an eye surgery right at the day I dreamed of her all night long(at least this had a happy end) ;and I am still so worried about Mazyar ,my classmate,and I could not find him yet... So Mazyar if you are reading these,please drop me some lines and let me know you are ok.

It is not easy when you leave where you love and you leave your heart in there....
It is even harder to live where you do not love and you have your mind with you ....