It is interesting.
Now that I have made up my mind to stay here,things are going in a different way!

Since I came, everybody has been insisting that I stay;they were all trying to persuade me that for someone in my situation the best thing is to stay.I already knew that,but I had my own reasons.I had to reach to this point.I had to feel the urge myself.Otherwise when I left Iran about four months ago,it was quite apparaent that logically what the best thing would be.

Leave-taking,I could somehow feel that it was much harder than a usual visiting trip.After some months last night I was eventually looking at the photos of that last night in the airport.Reza says it seems like everybody knew you will stay here.He is right.There is something in those pictures.Maybe I knew it too,but I did not want to beleive it,or think of it at that time.
Of course a lot of things have changed in the last couple of months:the situation inside the country,people back there,people here,and me, myslef.It is like I have been taking a very good course of social education.I have learned so many things that I would never have learned if I was not here.I have been exposed to so many bare facts,I couldn't ever think of....

And I am thinking of staying here.I should stay.I am looking for possible ways to try.And I just have 10 more weeks.I have to find a conveniet way which is so difficult. A way which won't mislead me from my way of life. A way which won't question my principles.
I have to find a way...